I'm terrible at catching up on this thing. Sorry to you all who look at this. Of course there's nothing new with me. I'm just working all the time and I have no time to do anything else. Work, school, music, that's it. I'm lame I know.  But what else is new? I have nothing fabulous to report in the relationship department either. No news is good news I suppose. I just wish someone would come my way but the chances of that happening are very slim. Whatever. Have a fabulous week everyone and hope all of you BG peeps enjoyed your asinine 2 days off.

Ah yes, once again I want to put up a meaningful set of lyrics just b/c I like them. I love this song, but I love the lyrics more.

"Bed of Roses" by Bon Jovi

Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano. Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know, cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head ad some blonde gave me nightmares. I think she's still in my bed. As I dream about movies they won't make of me when I'm dead. With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning
while some marching band keeps its own beat in my head. While we're talking about all of the things that I long to believe about love and the truth and what you mean to me and the truth is baby you're all that I need. I want to lay you down on a bed of roses for tonite I sleep on a bed on nails. I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is and lay you down on bed of roses. Well I'm so far away that each step that I take is on my way home. A king's ransom in dimes I've given each night just to see through this payphone. Still I run out of time or it's hard to get through till the bird on the wire flies me back to you. I'll just close my eyes and whisper, baby blind love is true. I want to lay you down on a bed of roses for tonite I sleep on a bed of nails. I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is and lay you down on bed of roses. The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry. The barkeeper's wig's crooked and she's giving me the eye. I might have said yeah but I laughed so hard I think I died. When you close your eyes know I'll be thinking about you.
While my mistress she calls me to stand in her spotlight again. Tonite I won't be alone but you know that don't mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove for it's you that I'd die to defend. I want to lay you down on a bed of roses for tonite I sleep on a bed of nails. I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is and lay you down on bed of roses.

Well since today is "one of those days" so I decided to post a lyric that is dedicated once more to a great friend.

(Sweetheart, this song reminds me of you whenever I hear it on the radio or when I play it. This is your song. It's your life story in a nutshell. And the line is true, 'you better let somebody love you before its too late.' Conversely, for me I stand alongside of, '...but you only want the ones that you can't get.' Remember that I'll always be your friend and that even if I can't make you happy, you need to find the one who will. Love Always.)

"Desperado" by The Eagles

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now. Oh, you're a hard one but I know that you got your reasons. These things that are pleasin' you can hurt you somehow. Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy she'll beat you if she's able. You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet. Now it seems to me, some fine things have been laid upon your table but you only want the ones that you can't get. Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger; your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home. And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'. Your prison is walking through this world all alone. Don't your feet get cold in the winter time? The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine. It's hard to tell the night time from the day. You're losin' all your highs and lows; ain't it funny how the feeling goes away? Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate. It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you. You better let somebody love you. (let sombody love you) You better let somebody love you before it's too late.

TODAY WAS PAYDAY! Whoo hoo, this means that officially I am out of my debt with my mother (finally!) and I have money to go buy new clothes! I am super excited. Tomorrow me and my buddy Jay are rolling up to our favorite store (STEVE AND BARRY'S) to get some new shit and hopefully have enough money for gas on the way home. It will be a blast.